The Sinking Feeling

Because there is no need to be a bitch about it.

You have got to be fucking kidding me.

Fuck yes I am pissed off. I’m sick of it. It’s not only me. LISTEN. I AM TO BLAME FOR STUFF BUT IT’S NOT ONLY ME. I am so fucking done. Goddamn it.

I miss you so much. I can’t sleep. It’s an ache I can feel and makes me restless. Missing someone is an awful feeling.

I don’t want to be sad. I have no right to be sad. I’m trying to choose happiness. I’ll get there

I really hate myself because even when my family isn’t being stupid….I still get anoyed with them….even being around them can be frustrating for no fucking reason. I have no right to feel like this at all. Its one of the bullshit things about me i cant stand.

this feeling in the pit of my stomach, makes me feel sick. I miss you so much.

I don’t like how much this is fucking killing me. I don’t know what I’m going to do but I’ll just do it. :(

If you only realized how sorry I am and how much I hate myself.

I’m such a stupid child:(

I feel horrible tonight.