Fuck yes I am pissed off. I’m sick of it. It’s not only me. LISTEN. I AM TO BLAME FOR STUFF BUT IT’S NOT ONLY ME. I am so fucking done. Goddamn it.
I miss you so much. I can’t sleep. It’s an ache I can feel and makes me restless. Missing someone is an awful feeling.
I really hate myself because even when my family isn’t being stupid….I still get anoyed with them….even being around them can be frustrating for no fucking reason. I have no right to feel like this at all. Its one of the bullshit things about me i cant stand.